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CHEMISTRY recently released a new single. omgggg. i friggin love their songs. Of course, i like Kawabata-san’s voice more than Dochin-san’s… but overall, they both have really nice vocals. I cannot wait till their Winter of Love album~ ♥

Anyways, last night, i did a little bit of drinking with Food Slave. I’ve been feeling kinda sad lately (damn Seattle weather) and after i drank 3/4 of a Boone’s Farm, my face turned bright red *LOLLL* Which is a first for me because that never happens when i drink with my family and i usually dont drink on an empty stomach!! But yea, thinking that i was actually getting drunk, Food Slave chugged down his glass, acted drunk, and said he was going to sleep over. I refused and paid for his taxi ride home XDDD Bitch thought he could fool me lol

ONTO THE MAIN TOPIC.

After Food Slave left, i drank the rest of the bottle and watched Tetsuko no Heya. Maybe the alchohol was just getting to me, but i started crying at how beautiful Takki looked. Almost god-like (* ~ *)

During review section today, Naoko-san (a Japanese woman in her 30’s who i usually sit next to) and I were chatting and i asked her if she knew who Takizawa Hideaki was. Surprisingly, she’s also a fan and has liked him since the Jr days. Although she doesnt know what Takki has been doing lately, she constantly brought up how much she loved his facial structure and his genuine personality.

I asked her if she liked Tsubasa or anyone else from Johnny’s, and she said “ma ma ne.” Of course, to a veteran fan from the Jr days, it is only natural for Takki to be considered “a special case.” What can i say, the man was born with blessed features and talents. But while watching Ii Hanashisa, it occurred to me that although he looks impeccable from every angle, he is also a guy who sometimes just wants to be a guy. At times we forget that and place high expectations on him because he’s always a “special case.”

I dunno about u guys, but when I was 16, I went to school, hung out with my friends, and watched my favorite TV shows with my family. When Takki was 16, he started living by himself, was the zachou for MASK, produced a Jr con, and starred in TV shows, dramas, commercials, and magazines. OMG. Talk about a deprivation of childhood!!

We don’t realize how hard he has it or how lonely he might feel sometimes, despite how perfect and popular he may seem. We are proud that he was the leader of Johnny’s Jr. and we acknowledge the fact that it must’ve been taihen. But because no one (other than Takki) knows every detail about what happened during that period, it annoys me when fans try to write synopses about his Jr. days/past (in general). But that’s a whole other topic that I will not get into at the moment… lol

But yea, back to Ii Hanashisa… I found Takki’s friend’s proposal really cute. Tomodachi-san went stargazing with his girlfriend and all of the sudden, he jumped up and pretended to “grab a star” from the night sky. And in his palm was a diamond ring… of course, in response to the story, Takki claims that he really sucks at that kind of romantic stuff, but we know damn well that he can make us go “AWWWWW~~~” like no other man can…could… XD oh screw grammar. Its 3-friggin-am.